First draft reflection
To be completely honest I was not excited to write this. In
high school, I had purposely taken AP Language and AP Literature to avoid
having to take another writing class. I was pretty disappointed when I got to
FSU and realized I had to take one more. So, when this assignment came up I
procrastinated quite a bit. I waited until this past weekend to take the time
and really look through the requirements on the syllabus. After reading it all
I felt rather overwhelmed. I had expected it to require less analysis and
content than it did. I started to look up different references to start my
essay and took the time to bookmark the ones I liked. Once I felt I had enough
information I forced myself to work on an intro which I felt best in bodied
what I wanted to write about.
The introduction
paragraph took me awhile. I would distract myself in every way possible and
when I was not distracting myself I was thinking about not wanting to write
while starring at the screen. This yielded more procrastination. Yesterday is
the day I really told myself I had to get it done. I forced myself into a study
room and actually focused. I have realized that the hardest part in writing any
essay is to get started. Once I get a few paragraphs down on paper it was a
breeze. My essay started to take shape and it wasn’t the tedious exercise I had
been dreading the past ten days.
I tried to
actually make it a “Shitty Rough Draft”. I usually obsess over details but this
time I told myself that I would truly write down what was going through my
head. It made the process easier and I did not feel as stressed out even though
I did go back and adjust a few things after it was down. Overall this was not
as bad as I expected it to be.
I completely relate to your urge to procrastinate. I think it is interesting that you start your rough draft with the intro paragraph. Usually I don't have a clear enough vision of my essay and it's structure to write the intro. I usually begin with a topic sentence introducing the title, author, and date of the literary piece(s) I am discussing. I then immediately skid to a chicken scratch thesis and plunge into the body paragraphs. I don't think either way is better or worse. We are all jus students trying to learn to be the best writers we can.
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